Friday, April 27, 2012

I seriously don't know how to continue ...
I'm failing soooo badly right now.
Okay ... I might not gain weight .. but I definitely NEED to lose some weight.

It just ...arggghh ...
I don't know what to say.
In college, I do eat clean and drink as much as I can but when I get home I forgot all my resolutions. I run into the kitchen and get some waffles and some other unhealthy stuff.
It frustrates me x__x

There's only one person, who can really motivate me to lose weight and reach my UGW.
This might sound strange ... but I've never met that person in real life .. but still he's my best friend.
He's trying to lose some weight as well and already lost like 40 lbs !!
I'm so fuckin' proud of him!
He's always trying to motivate me and such things .. and it also works perfectly :)
At least I have something "I can lose weight for" : We're gonna meet this summer and I don't want him to see me in the body I have right now....even if he says I don't need to lose weight.
I just don't want to disgus him when we do something in real life together ~

Okay ... this was some kind of a pointless entry  but well :)

have a nice day ♥