I really really want to be skinny.
And I'm really trying hard .
BUT : There are some skinny bitches I really hate D:<
they're are always like : ' You can't do it anyways !!*blablabla*'
And they're really frustrating me !
She's the one with bulimia not ME !
Today I really tryed hard not to eat. But I couldn't -.-
I really need to find my old rhythm !
Like 2 months ago I only commited like 300-400 kcal each day.
And I didn't wanted to eat .
So why am I eating NOW ?
I'm going to try a 'new experiment'.
No food for the next 4 days.
This should work to find my old rhythm :/ I hope
At the 5th day I'll go to cinema with my friends to watch Harry Potter 7 part 2.
I think I won't buy anything there .
Only a bottle of water. I hope they won't be skeptical.
After that we want to drink some cocktails. How much kcal contains a cocktail? Do you know ?
I just looked up at google ^^ : 100ml 'Sex on the beach' contains 72 kcal . I think that's acceptable .
So now my life changes. I'm confident everything will go well.
At the moment I have one another thinspiration ^^ .
It's Kanako Kawabata, a japanese model.
Look at ther stomach ! So flat .___.
You know I'm really fascinated about japanese fashion etc. So don't wonder if you find more japanese thinspos in my blog.
I'll show thins bitch I can do it !!
